Three walls in front of me
trapping and confining reality
to a place where I truly exist
Comfort far away from few
I'll sleep all day
Things left undone
bite like gnats on my inside
Then through clouds of sad
emerge faint happiness
that no one understands
Quickly it's gone
Obsessions common
keep me awake for life
Feel bad about what's done
Enter, bitch, ruin me some more
I'm worthless for no good reason
yet I love and defend you forever
Fix yourself before you fix me
with your tone so surreal
You won't make me realize anything
I am smarter than all
It's my downfall
Bury me by myself as I am doing
in these three walls in front of me