Childhood sweethearts, neighborhood friends
Destined to be together till the very end
But there’s no more laughter, no more play
I don’t think I can stay by your side for another day
I feel so much guilt, sometimes I can’t stand even seeing your face
I feel so much disappointment, and disgrace
I’ve let you down once again
I wish we could go back to being childhood friend
Sitting and staring at this blank wall
A pen and a piece of paper seem too small
To say how I feel, I’m not sure I even know
I wish I could open my eyes, and see what’s there
I might as well be blind
So patient and scared
I wish I could tell you everything
I wish I could choose from right or wrong
One decision could ruin my life
But I’m not sure I can move on
I want someone who can understand me
Someone I can understand myself
These past weeks have seemed like a dream
Or a sweet nightmare so soft and keen
With you I am happy; you’ve become a close friend
I wish it would stay like this till the end
Sitting and starring at this blank wall
A pen and a piece of paper seem too small
To say how I feel, I’m not sure I even know
I wish I could open my eyes, and see what’s their
I might as well be blind
So patient and scared
And there’s no more laughter, no more play
I don’t think I can stay by your side for another day
